=) .

Sick today.

Claiming being impartial in terms of judging, you've upset many people.
Taking on a neutral stance, I think MAMA is totally being themselves (as what SME claims they to be). There is already a wound, put you're rubbing salt in it. Tsk tsk.. this way, I doubt SME will have much to do with Mnet anymore in the future..
It's more like, Mnet is giving the awards out for the sake of giving them out.

Should I need to rant more? Sigh.. false claims, what a disappointment!

Tired, much.
Was really sick this morning/afternoon. But seriously thank you Sones. Great people!

[MV] Big Bang - 声をきかせて (Let Me Hear Your Voice)

This song is apparently nice. Well, yeah; good start in the Japan market.

Watched some awesome MVs just. Rah, damn it was good.
Really tired, I should get some sleep. It's pretty late too heh!


I'm lovin' this girl even more now. Was loving her 'duet' with Super Junior, but now yeh.. pretty!

Sica-fied.

Been posting many Jessica pictures lately. Mm~
Yeap, got my Resolution Gold today. Looked extremely big at first sight. Looked really uncomfortable at first sight. But no. It looks really great man..
Really awesome stuff, I'm lovin' it already! Hah, really interested in getting more in the near future~ >.>

Ugh.. falling sick again. The insane drop in temperature is imba. It's not like I'm afraid of the cold but.. drastic change in climate sucks. Tsk, I never look forward to Fridays; even if it's Photoshop.
Also, I've got a really really bad feeling for tomorrow.. it's like I've done something wrong in the LocPro shoot. Aiyah heck, I just hope I can leave class early tomorrow.

Humph, it might just rain tomorrow, and now I'm wondering if I should wear my Resolution. Umm.. maybe not.

Always my favorite member~ ^^'

Tomorrow SHOULD be a good day, though I've got a really BAD feeling about it.

2012 = CG

유리아 ~

Tired, really tired. Phew! Eleven hours of school is no joke.
Whatever, time to rest.

Money money money.. I need more money~

I'm not supposed to be one bit affected by SNSD's first solo concert in South Korea. However, things are changing..
Well, I must say I wasn't even one bit affected by the news in the first place. I know I do not have the time, nor the money. Besides, I've already got another trip this coming Christmas. Hence, no choice but to abort ideas of going mah.
But as the days gets dragged along, the more I wanna go to South Korea. It's not only for the concert, but to take a trip down there to seriously relax and have fun. How come leh? The Sones keep talking about it I bo bian also kena affected. -_-"
Still controlling okay, but soon it'll just burst I guess.. lol. So, FAIL!

You talk to me about school, and I'll give you the biggest sigh of your day. So let's keep it short. Tomorrow sucks.


Hey, this pretty girl here is no joke. This kid is apparently younger than me but..
Aish, a music genius? Who is she? IU. Never heard of her? Go hunt her name down now and listen to her songs.
Now, I wish I could be just half as talented as her.. IU, you this dongsaeng ah..

School makes me yawn all the time.


I suppose this is after/before recording in Star King. Nothing much to say but.. I just find the picture funny. Sorry~

Ehh.. a normal boring day with a pinch of interesting events.
It's probably today I've bled the most in my life. Literally. Not scary, more like experience? It was amazing.


Well, it's the end of the week, the Monday blues are here. Mm.. no. For me it should be School Blues. Well, I never liked any school days, be it on Tuesday, Friday or Sunday. Enough said.

Obsessed.. I am. Interest.. I've lost.
It cannot be comprehended. Only one is probably a few hundred thousands do, but that number is just so insignificant. I thus, walk alone.

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Otsuka Ai's LOVE is BEST is literally the best. =)
Genie Zhuo's new songs are pretty good too.

Good stuffs!

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[MV] Taeyang (Big Bang) - Where U At


[MV] Taeyang (Big Bang) - Wedding Dress

Enjoy!

Dreading school.. me. I know I whine a lot, but cannot be helped leh.
Just look at the timetable, super siao luh! Besides, almost none of the modules I'm enjoying.
Now then, are my explanations justifiable?
Eh, I think I'm being fair enough lor.. I'm not putting my side excuses in there; like my dreams and all.

The weekends seriously pass machiam like nothing. It's already Sunday morning..
So damn retarded.. have to sleep early tomorrow, and next week is the sickest of em all?

Monday; 8 to 5
Tuesday; 9 to 8
Wednesday; 9 to 4
Thursday; 9 to 4
Friday; 8 to 6

Feeling really sickened as I typed the above. It's totally ABNORMAL. Note that I don't even have CCAs, and you must + at least 2.5 hours for journey travel time.
Who will enjoy lor, honestly. Moreover, the modules all suck! I'm hardly even liking a few. This semester is utter hell, especially for me. Quickly to February~ But damn, it's like three months away..

Now that I feel everything is coming back to one piece, I feels even more destroyed to have school coming to interrupt.
It's already the fifth week on Monday, but I've still not come to proper terms with the timetable. How un-adaptable, so unlike me.

Rant, rant, rant.
This blog's more like become my personal ranting space. Sorry, I seriously have serious problems with coming to terms with this semester.

Holidays please come, it's barely a month away, but it's taking ages..
Besides that, everything else must go well. My plans must run right on track - failures are not options.
Haish.. fancy saying and just waiting for it to come. Haish.. wishing again, what a dull life I live...

Know what, my bed's attracting me to lie on it, but.. it's Saturday. I need to like, enjoy my nocturnal life ye' know. Comin' thinking of it, four weeks passed really quickly.. I thought I was being nocturnal just a matter of days ago. Ah, it's probably a good sign, but it must pass even faster then, less for me to suffer anyway! ^^"

life we must enjoy, life we must live fulfilling, life we must live enjoyable, life we must live interesting.

Sometimes it's retarded to not say anything; simply getting myself into deep trouble.
But sometimes the truth are not meant to be told; it will probably get me into deeper shit.

I problem? I think I'm being very angelic already.. Please, I could have shut myself up, but I didn't. Who else can be as honest as me eh?
No one is probably as stupid as me but.. forget it, I take it as because the truth is not being told, I've gotten myself into such trouble.

Year 1 in Polytechnic leh.. still got two more to go, though I hope not.

i took the blame just because i'm in a POLYTECHNIC. nice..

明日わ、学校にいきませんか？
学校が、わたしほとに好きじゃありません！

I need a break. China? South Korea? Thailand? Wherever, just take me there..

Feeling really excited, though cooled down a little, but yeh.
I just feel all the opportunities coming, and if it all goes well, bingo! 빈고!

so sleepy.. drop the work, i'm off to sleep~

Model much? =)

A pretty messed up day. Not in bad ways I'd put it, but just messy.
In the morning, I was surely occupied in learning how to deal with the audio. I'm bound to use it! Jamming anyone? Professional equipments all for ye'!

In the afternoon I was occupied by tomorrow's Written Communications test, and a trip down to Bangkok, Thailand, and some private business.

Tonight, I'm still occupied by the trip to Bangkok, the private business, and a bunch of new softwares.

But know what? I've yet to start my Social Psychology journal, and I heard there are a bunch of work coming up tomorrow. Good game!

Eh siao eh! What's wrong with today!? Argh, don't know.. it's damn weird.
So fast and it's midnight.. long day tomorrow again. It's forever like this. Zzz~

Every time when it comes to Monday nights, I'd feel this low..
Why? I seriously hate Tuesdays.. hate it too much. Honestly it's all because of Japanese. Not like I don't wanna learn but.. the though of having a test every week is seriously... 아진자.. ほんとに。。

Aigoo.. so tired. Just woke up from a nap not too long ago but, still weary..
Morning to evening school everyday sucks big time. No time to study, no time to rest. NP seriously needs to do some self-reflection. No joke sia.. even JCs morning lessons also will end in the afternoon.

Rant, rant, rant.

Well I've been given the hourglass. Two weeks to come to a final decision.
And oh, looking at my calendar, we're officially about 4 weeks away from Seoul'd Out, and 5 weeks away from the breaks. It may sound short and coming, but note we're only in the fourth week. I doubt I'll be able to survive..

Typing this lengthy post, I'm just wondering how many times I've yawned. Seriously gonna drop sleeping, but I've got so many more assignments to do! I don't know, but today's been a worrisome one for me; thanks to the tests tomorrow. Shit.

to think i stay in campus longer than i do at home.. i should just stay there then? _|_

Fancy blogging so late.. and I've to wake up like so early tomorrow.
But never mind.. too awake to sleep. Matters just go worse today. Not another proper day I'd put it.. it's below average, far below average..

sleep and.. it's new tomorrow. 바래!

If I never remember wrongly, the currency in the Kingdom Hearts world is called "mummies".
Say B-I-G to the Bang!

I'm being too random here..
Alright, time to introduce a song I'm loving so much now.



[MV] F.T Island - Raining

kimi ga ita keshiki wa nukumori to yasuragi irodori
hajimete shitta koi no kaori ga shita
mabushii hizashi abite nani mo osorezu ni ita keredo
sono akarusa wa kage wo mienakushita

boku wa donna tsuyosa de kimi no te wo
nigirishimeta nara
hoka no dareka wo sonzai nante
nakushite shimaeta no kana

yamanai ame ni nurenai you ni
kata wo yoseatta kaerimichi
kimi ga kieta are kara boku ni
ima mo furitsuzukeru ame

nagareiku jikan wa michi de yuku
kimi e no omoi to
hajimete shitta koi no kaori ga shita

moshimo kokoro no oku fukaku made
aruite iketara
kata wo furuwasete hitorikiri no
sugao ni deaeta no kana

yamanai ame ga moshi boku no
ayamachi wo arai nagasu nara
kimi ni todoku kotoba sagasu yo
ima mo furitsuzukeru ame

mabuta no oku ni ukabu omokage
namida no ato sono subete
wasuretakunai wasurerarenai
itami wa konomama de

yamanai ame ni nurenai you ni
kata wo yoseatta kaerimichi
kimi ga kieta are kara boku ni
ima mo furitsuzukeru ame

TRANSLATION

You coloured the landscape with warmth and tranquility
And for the first time, I knew the scent of love
Bathed in radiant sunlight, nothing could make me fear
But that brightness made shadows invisible

If I tightly held your hand
With what kind of strength
Things like those other people
Might have been gone for good

Like not getting wet in the unending rain
Shoulder pressed to the way home
From that place you disappeared
Even now, the rain keeps falling on me

As time flows by
My feelings are on the road towards you
With the scent of first love

If I could walk towards
The deepest part of your heart
With shaking shoulders, I wonder,
If we could just meet honestly

If the unending rain could
Roughly wash away my mistakes
I'd search for the words to reach you
But even now, the rain keeps falling

I can see your face floating behind my eyelids
After the tears, everything about you
I don't want to forget, I can't forget
Grief is just like this

Like not getting wet in the unending rain
Shoulder pressed to the way home
From that place you disappeared
Even now, the rain keeps falling on me

God! I can keep playing and replaying it on my iTunes. Awesome song! Hongki and his crazy vocals..
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Now that gives me more than just reasons to get that damn BEAR. Seh.. to think John sells it for USD 150. Too insane, too pricey. I doubt the thing worth so much in Korean wons too. Still, I WANT THAT DAMN BEAR! =/

sigh.. ronza left too early -.-

Sports & Wellness - I don't see how this module is going to make us fit enough for NAPFA in Year 3. Fancy keeping us healthy now only to be unhealthy two years later.. oh great. Building life skills? What!? I know how to play the badminton, I've got sportsmanship(pardon the face-less comment), so what more you want me to learn? What's more.. I supposed we're supposed to pick something that we're interested in? But it seems the 'sport' of choice goes by luck. Why does the afternoon batch have got stuff like Hip Hop and we don't? It's the same.. I'm just doing something I'm not interested in, and something I don't like to do. To force is the worst. Yuck, make-up lessons? My god.. eew..

Ranted enough! Sometimes tolerance.. 아이구..
Tomorrow is.. crap.

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The (Soshi) Duet Entry !!
Well, I'm a lil' bored here, so here I am, gonna put up some (Soshi) duet videos!

Taeyeon & Kangta - 7989


Jessica & Onew - One Year Later


Yuri & Sooyoung - Kkok


Tiffany & K.will - Girl, Meet Love


Taeyeon & Sunny - This Must Be Love


Seohyun & Ju Hyun-Mi - Jjarajajja


I know they contain performances, audio and MVs, but yeah.. they're all official songs. Well then! So which one do you like the most?
Truly Soshified. =)

Let's hope it appears to what I want..

The weekend is passing too damn quick. So fast and it's already the end of Saturday. Sigh, seriously...

I'm now here, bored to death snooze. The past few days have been a little incomplete. Had been sleeping at 8pm till the next day; yesterday was an exception, I woke up at 2am and went back to sleep at 430am, only to wake up at 9am this morning. That probably explains why I'm so weary now.

I don't see how I can find the time to get my assignments done. Just count myself lucky there's a break next week. Phew~

Living with quixotic goals and dreams is just so difficult.. they never seem to be able to come true.

Sunday tomorrow, and school the next day. Oh great..
And yeah, Happy Halloween!

One. I just woke up from a deeeeeeeeep sleep, and thought it was already morning.
Two. It's good to see DBSK/TVXQ doing well (especially what i said/posted last night)
Three. I've strained my feet, or so it seems. Crap..
Four. Lessons are a bore. Aish.. lectures especially.

Five. Park Bom's new digital single is good. I never expected this much but.. (gonna try Big Bang's one out)
Six. I don't feel like going to school. Laze.
Seven. It's really hard to count down to the holidays even though it's 'looking at the bright side'.
Eight. Tomorrow is going to be another long day.. Friday too.